Sunday, July 12, 2009

Sad blip of truth...

I have been living by myself for a long long long time now.... Its so wrong to say that... I do have people who care for me but what is that makes my life the way it is now, I'm asking my self. I really don't have one answer for that.... I have a complex answer where in one answer is interlaced with another.

How can I be more specific.... I've been so jealous of people who really can recite each and every details of their life. Unfortunately, I'm not one of them. I can't remember a face, a conversation or an emotion. I live my life by just passing with the wind. I sometimes go AAArrrrhhhhh..... Coz i want to be so mad but I can't remember what made me mad in the first place. It's exhausting...

I can't remember My school days, My college days, My daddy, My son, My happy time or my sad times. I live like water. I want to remember so much, but I'm not cut out for that. Why I wonder....

I understand that we all survive by remembering. But there are people like me who survive by forgetting. I seem to forget people, conversations, colours, smiles, harsh words, tears, love everything. May be this is how I'm meant to survive...

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Long time no see!!!


Tis been a long time since I have logged in... But its good to be back... I am blissfully lost in my work and day in a day out, I'm running. I have not been able to find time for myself... I now am back again and need some self reflectin' time. I find writing brings out the chaos from within and makes me look at things at a different perspective.

I don't know if anyone missed me but I missed myself. SO hear I'm back to write all that goes around me and within me.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Pirate treasure of Seychelles!!!






Felt quite bored and wanted to write something interesting.... As usual, found hard to fish for a topic to write... Suddenly a flash! I wanted to really write this one long time ago.... Because its a fascinating story to tell, never had the time before. When I was in Seychelles, I kept hearing about this particular pirate named La Buse and his yet unfound treasure worth almost 100 to 200 million pounds... After seeing and falling in love with all the "Pirates of the Caribbean" movies, I really gathered as much of information as possible about this famous pirate.

I will tell all my web friends, the tale of this fearsome guy!!!

His name was Oliver Levasseur! His picture above your eyes. But people called him La Buse ( The buzzard) which means Bird of prey like a vulture!!! The reason being he fought so hard and literally flew himself over the enemies and hurt them, kill them. He had a scar over his Left eye and wore a patch. So He fought and looted and killed from 1716 till 1721. After gallivanting here and there, he finally kept his pirate base on the Island of Saint Mary's, near the Madagascar coast.

It is told that his biggest loot was conquering a Portuguese vessel, The Virgin of cape, which was full of gold, along with an English pirate, John Taylor. But this Fearsome pirate was caught in 1730 and was hanged for piracy in Reunion, Mahe. But legends tell that before he stood on the scaffold, he threw a necklace which he wore in the crowd, which contained cryptogram of 12 lines. And it says he shouted before he died," Find my treasure, He who may understand it!!!


Ever since, there's been a lot of trial in excavating this treasure. But no success yet. In 1920, a lady called Mrs. Savoy, found a few documents and coordinates and a text with mysterious alphabets, which made her excavate in Bel Ombre beach in Mahe. She found stone carvings with dogs, horses, tortoises and a figure of a young lady and Head of a man. She also found two coffins with dead bodies, who were identified to be pirates, by the gold ring they wore. But no treasure in this location too....

Finally in 1947, an Englishman Reginald Cruise Wilkinson, a friend of Mrs. Savoy, started deciphering and found out that 12 labours of Hercules has to be strictly undertaken in order

A traditional order of the labors found in Apollodorus is:
1.Slay the Nemean Lion and bring back its hide
2.Slay the 9-headed Lernaean Hydra
3.Capture the Golden Stag of Artemis
4.Capture the Erymanthian Boar
5.Clean the Augean stables in a single day
6.Slay the Stymphalian Birds
7.Capture the Cretan Bull
8.Steal the Mares of Diomedes
9.Obtain the Girdle of the Amazon warrior queen Hippolyte
10.Obtain the Cattle of the Monster Geryon
11.Steal the Apples of the Hesperides, which were hidden by the Titan Atlas
12.Capture Cerberus, the guardian dog of Hades, using no weapons and bring him back.

Then following these, he found out that the treasure chamber is somewhere underground and must be approached carefully, to avoid being flooded with water. It is protected by the tides, which require damming to hold them back, and is to be approached from the north. Access is through a stairwell cut into the rocks, and tunnels leading under the beach.

Until 1970 he sought and dug in the island of Mahe.In a cave, except for old guns, some coins, and pirate sarcophagi, he did not find anything.He died in 1977 before he broke the last piece of code. And the mystery of La Buse treasure is left unsolved...

Now, there a few tit bits...

1. The grandson of this English man is a Doctor in Seychelles and I don't know if he seriously has this passion in him. Never had the opportunity to meet him...

2. There are no snakes in Seychelles... No poisonous ones at least. But used to very dangerous to go into waters because of the alligators. But The pirates, killed all the alligators and so the only place you will find some, would be in the National Museum in Mahe.

3. But there are tortoises as old as 120-130 in Seychelles. So My opinion is, Kindly mark it in your dream list to visit at least once in a lifetime.

See ya'll, with a much more interesting story soon....

Hello world!!!


A belated Happy new year wishes from me.... Hope and pray that all goes well... Hope and pray all the wars in this world will come to an end... Hope and pray that this planet will start saving their environment... Hope and pray that We all will be able to get what we want in our lives.

Friday, December 19, 2008

தனிமை

காலை கடிகாரம் அடிக்கும் முன்பே
கண்விழிப்பு...
தூங்கியும் தூங்காத நினைவு!
படுக்கையில் கிடக்கும் நேரம்
வெறுமையின் விரல்களின் கிடுக்கிபிடி...
மூச்சு விடவே சிரமத்துடன் தொடங்கும்
என்னுடைய இன்று...

நேற்றுக்கும் என்றைக்கும்
பெரிய மாற்றம் ஒன்றும் இல்லை...
என் இன்றைக்கும் நாளைக்கும்
ஒரு வித்யாசம் இல்லை...
இயந்தரமாய் மாறிய கால்கள்
நேராக கூட்டி செல்லும் தயாராக...

உடை மாறி கடவுள் முன்
கண்மூடி நிற்கும் நேரம்
என்னை அறியாமல் இமை நனைக்கும் கண்ணீர்...
என்ன வேண்டி என் பிரார்த்தனை?
அதுவே மறந்து போய் நான்...
மனது லயித்து செய்யும் செயல்கள்
மறந்து நாட்கள் பல பல!!!

நெஞ்சின் உள்ளே ஒரு பெரிய பூட்டு
இதயம் அதனுள் மறுத்து துருவேறி போய்!!!
மிதமிஞ்சி இயங்கும் மனித அலைகளின்
மத்தியில் பாலைவன தனிமை...
எதற்காக நடக்கிறேன்?
என்ன செய்கிறேன்?
என்ன தேடுகிறேன்?
என்ற கேள்விகளின் குமுறல்கள்
அடங்கி நான்...

இந்த தனிமையின் பதில்
எப்போது கிடைக்கும்
தாயின் மடியில் கண்மூடவும்
என் மகனின் தலைமுடி கோதி உச்சி முகரவும்
கொதியாய் கொதிக்கும் மனது...
நாட்களின் இரைச்சல்களில்
ஒவ்வொரு மணித்துளியும் அடித்து கொண்டு ஓட
என்றாவது கரை ஒதுங்குவேன்
என்ற சிறிய நப்பாசையில்
இன்னும் மிதந்து கொண்டு
என் நாட்கள்...

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Cold!!!

Lonely lonely me the earth,
My sun is lost somewhere afar
Sleepless nights and days of dark
Life grim as death and dull it seems.
Tell me lies and I will forget
Oh how sweet life sprung from we...
Lets make as if a dream it was;
To colour all the clouds with love.
Twinkling are the smiling stars
What do they know of hurting hearts.
A world with life of saddened forms
A misty tale of joy and love
Alas! There comes from west the wind
With news of an eclipse it seems,
Oh how stupid, so long I've been
To blindly miss the signs so clear.
The truth is in my blindspot still
That moon, she moves and thus reveal
Tis jealousy to hide my light
And leave me cold within the sould.
And now the truth too sweet to bare,
Its still around and never gone
My Sun!
My light!
Always do care...
For the love we share!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Stuck again!!!

I have been given a chance to come back to UK and try working again... I guess that is almost like a second chance for me. In fact last chance at this point of time. Happened like a miracle. But as usual the time is still up and running against me. I'm yet to get my registration and only when that comes through I can start work. So waiting... waiting... waiting.... I have been running from one part of the world to another to get a chance to come back to the same place which gave me an identification. So Here I'm currently jobless, currently penniless, currently low in morale, currently getting freezing up in the weather. How funny... with this global warming, the places are getting colder... I know the scientific reason... When your mind goes blank, You really don't go into reasons. When all the colours fade, black prevails... That is how I'm black..... inside and out...

So people who are looking forward for a Christmas and a new year are lucky. COZ i have spent my birthday alone and Diwali and Christmas and new year wouldn't make a difference. Anyone who wants to pep up my mood by saying, its just a passing phase... BACK OFF!!! I'm fuming inside... LOL... How i can cry and make a joke and laugh about my situation at the same time. Like Bernie Mac says "This is the only way I know to tackle my problems. Making a joke out of it and laughing it out"... More like our "Thunbam varungal naguga" in Tamil... Somehow can't bring to put it in practice.

ANYWAYS HAPPY CHRISTMAS AND NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!